Tinta de Tatuador Albino

Clearly

2012-02-01T19:58:00.000-03:00

The song

that Ican’t get away from.

The sun

that’salways there.

The sound

of crushingtears

forgotten

in the mistof Albion.

Littlerabbit,

littlewhore,

littlesmile

that Iimplore

will never

leave meashore.

Finished on10-11-11

Möbius strip

2012-01-11T20:48:00.003-03:00

I’m going to start again,

one last time.

I’ll walk the path

my hopes have chosen.

The narrow winding road

that leads away;

and yet it brings

me closer.

Finished on 07-12-2006

Dominus

2011-12-28T11:19:00.003-03:00

Chiara isnaked

on my wall.

Her handstied

behind herback.

Her soulopen,

her smilewide,

for sheknows

she's gonnasigh.

Chiara isnaked

on my wall.

Barefootsiren

wants toplay.

Play wewill,

my dear,again,

until youand I

are one.

Finished on 10-09-11

A trip

2011-10-26T21:04:00.000-03:00

The White Ship

will set its sail

to take us to the lands

that lay ahead.

The golden shores

of eternal bliss,

the silver cities

that never sleep.

On the White Ship

time slowly flows

it does not pass;

it takes your woes

and drowns them deep,

in the clean waters

the White Ship sails

when it’s all over.

Finished on 07-21-2005

Comedy of life

2011-10-05T21:41:00.003-03:00

I’ve lostwhat

I’d neverfound;

and now

in thisvery moment

Of truth

Of pain

Ofloneliness despair stagefright

in thetheater of life,

I realizethat you

were notthere.

You werenot there.

You werenot her.

The helpingtouch of

a hand thatsoothes

the truth,

the pain,

theloneliness despair stagefright

in thiscomedy of a life

of mine.

Finished on 05-05-2003

The fox in the trap

2011-09-28T17:01:00.003-03:00

Fox’s hair

on my pillow:

trophy of

the recent hunt.

Finished on 04-05-2006

Down the rabbit hole

2011-09-14T12:42:00.000-03:00

Down therabbit hole

I go.

Gasping forair

As theroots

of the EvilQueen

Choke mybones.

Grow ornot, my choice

To know.

A bite, asmile,

a cherished

Cherub of acat,

To comeback

From theother side.

Finished on 06-18-2009

Dorei

2011-08-31T15:55:00.000-03:00

U-turn,

your form,

twists the shapes

of my rope.

Black and red

made of lead,

your legs

will feel the pain.

Breathe,

get loose.

Then sigh

before the noose.

Finished on 08-20-2011

Emancipation

2011-08-10T19:39:00.002-03:00

A little pink thing

being seeing

with blind eyes,

wraped up in

plastic glass.

Big nose pokes

chokes the envelope.

Screaming throat

checking out

what’s before.

Break free

of your vinyl cage,

your concrete chains

your soul on a page.

Find release,

tumble away;

don’t look back;

you’ll turn to clay.

Finished on 07-24-2002

Tangerine Taste

2011-07-27T12:48:00.002-03:00

My dirty

Slut.

My little

Bitch.

Come lick

My feet.

Then feel

My whip.

Finished on 07-26-11

Symphonies of Color

2011-07-06T17:58:00.001-03:00

How good it’s to breathe.

How good it’s to kiss.

How good is to feel

that, while life’s real,

There are symphonies

Of color

To live.

Finished on 05-22-11

Staring

2011-06-30T11:25:00.001-03:00

one eye open

one eye closed

staring into a ragged line of thought

blue and dark

claw and bone

come together like these lovers don’t

Finished on 05-22-11

Bleak Blank

2011-06-15T18:29:00.002-03:00

And now,

you must see,

I’d given up hope.

As foolish, I think,

as boiling the pot.

I’ve learned not to trust

These instincts I have.

They fail, but no quite;

They’re always around.

The rabbit just escaped,

The fox didn’t run.

The tyger himself

Could not even roar.

Finished on 22-5-11

Tomorrow Gone

2011-06-01T13:05:00.002-03:00

I’m going to sleep

for once.

The sleep of the just,

I trust.

No morning

this night;

last chance

for a fight.

Finished on 04-24-11

Why

2011-05-11T11:12:00.002-03:00

You are

What I want.

But

You are not

What I want.

Finished on 01-09-11

Enslave me

2011-05-04T16:14:00.002-03:00

Teach me your truth,

the truth of pain.

The rules of flesh

that never end.

Another time

and two,

reflect my sins.

Touch me,

I dare you,

like you never did.

Pierce the flesh,

bite the bone,

break the will,

bend my core.

Twist my mind,

cry my blood,

wish me death,

and go.

Finished on 05-19-2002

Minotaur

2011-04-27T19:10:00.000-03:00

You look for me
And I’m probably lost
In this, my labyrinth,
My very own Knossos,
That I can’t fly away from
Unless I want my wings to melt.

Smiling you unroll
Your string of cotton
Wishing/hoping that
It will take you safely out,
Even though it has failed
So many others before you.

By now I’m dreaming
You will find me
And finish what should have
been finished years ago.
But I know,
(oh yes I know)
that your hand will tremble
before the final hit,
and crumbling,
begging for forgiveness,
you will fall before me;
but you’ll get none.

Finished on 10-24-2002

Eating body

2011-04-13T18:57:00.000-03:00

Tender, tender flesh

ready to be eaten,

ready to be loved

(as if there was a diff’rence

between those).

And oh yeah - the lips,

the eyes, the hips,

the soul, the hole,

is all just one thing:

a meal.

Finished on 03-30- 2006

Picture of you

2011-03-30T22:54:00.000-03:00

Go around naked

naker nakest.

Lit by the red sun

while I get bested.

Looking glass

looking at you

a forgotten picture

of truth.

If this is all,

then so be it.

I’m glad I could

eat your pity.

Finished on 01-07-2006

Gardener of toys

2011-03-16T19:00:00.000-03:00

I plucked my flower,

I plucked her right;

I drank her moisture

And wetted her thigh.

Before I went home

with her sad eyes

she told me not to:

I waved goodbye.

For always there is

one flower more.

One pixie laughing

for good candor.

Farewell then, flower.

And farewell love.

Perhaps tomorrow

You’ll be my doll.

Finished on 11-27-03

Vortex

2011-02-23T23:48:00.002-03:00

Twisting deftly

Into my face,

Blue air

Of her.

Finished on 02-02-11

Compulsive truther

2011-02-16T19:58:00.000-03:00

I lie

and I cry.

I lie

and I die.

I lie

and I find

that the best place to lie

is by your side.

Finished on 03-26-2006

Broken Words

2011-02-09T10:54:00.000-03:00

The tyger wants to run;
the tyger wants to hide;
the tyger wants to jump high
and turn the tide
of all the words
he's broken.

The rabbit won't let go;
the rabbit will give chase;
the rabbit wishes she would fail
and not loose face
when everything
just crumbles.

Finished on 08-06-2003

The white woman

2011-02-02T20:21:00.000-03:00

The white woman laughs at me

while I watch;

she thinks I want her to be a maid

but I don’t.

I want to dive into her eyes

and drown;

I want to fuck her brains inside

and then out.

Finished on 08-06-2003

Adventurous spirit

2011-01-25T15:32:00.000-03:00

An opportunity lost,

again,

fighting as usual

against my very own nature.

Yet hope remains,

always,

of changing the pain

into some kind of adventure.

Finished on 04-05-2006

Triangle of infinite sides

2011-01-19T12:34:00.003-03:00

Triangle of infinite sides,

shares the love

with the world.

Not one point but more:

lines, planes, shapes,

that tumble in the dark.

Finished on 03-03-10

Her whole

2011-01-12T23:09:00.002-03:00

She knows

her hapiness

is in her whole.

She tries

and yet she’s not

sure where it goes.

Believe.

And cry.

Long rest

‘fore night;

Then once

again, try,

O you!

sweet hole

of mine.

Finished on 01-04-2011

Landscape of fears and sorrows

2010-12-29T11:41:00.002-03:00

Nightime

is not a good time

to go wandering around

my head.

Landscape

of fears and sorrows

is probably all I’d find;

I can’t.

Turning

instead to some light

is the advisable thing

to do.

Wait for

a new day to come

while the nighthag nibbles at

my truth.

Finished on 04-12-2006

Flying monkeys around you

2010-12-22T10:27:00.000-03:00

Thin tumbling monkeys

jumping, trespassing my

own fence.

Why did you release them once more?

I told you then

not to let them go wild.

Their dextrous hands amaze me,

but take me somewhere

I’d rather not go.

There, you can call

though I’m not sure

if you’ll get any answers.

Ticklish kids,

winking eyes

that don’t know where to look.

And when you notice

they took

your last breath

it will be

too late.

Finished on 09-03-2002

To E.

2010-12-16T12:32:00.000-03:00

The world turns,

The word trumps

The motion.

Slowly aware.

Slowly awaits.

The word turns,

The world trumps

The notion.

Big or care,

Bag of flair

Slowly aware.

Finished on 06-07-2010

Predator

2010-12-08T12:27:00.002-03:00

Destroy the world.

Go ahead,

don’t sweat.

What difference does it make?

You have your shiny things,

your golden plate,

for your soul

to rest.

I hurt,

I cry,

yet I won’t try

to stay your hand.

01-17-2006

Glowing doubt

2010-12-01T21:40:00.000-03:00

There’s just one wine that I can drink,

One flower I can see,

One moment I can keep.

No more than one in search of peace,

One song that makes me want to weep,

One bed in which I want to sleep.

So, guess along

And before some

Take sides from me,

You’ll set me free.

There’s just one voice I want to hear,

One treasure I will long to keep,

One breath that I would love to steal.

Finished on 09-19-2009

The pupil

2010-11-24T20:21:00.000-03:00

Looked into my soul

and said

“I want to learn”.

She said

“I want to learn”.

To teach

you need

the drive

the hunger

I have.

The obssession

I have.

The pain.

“I want to learn”

she said.

And learn she did.

About the pain.

The obssession.

The drive.

And then some more.

The rabbit wants to learn

But there’s some danger

In asking the tyger

To be the teacher.

Finished on 01-24-2004

Into Never Never land

2010-10-20T19:52:00.001-03:00

She’s gone

but her girl-woman scent

lingers on

on the other side

of my bed.

Her heat

will keep me waiting

for the next time

that we cross

paths.

I think of her smell

and her hair;

of her warmth

and her smile,

while I slip

into never never land.

And she’ll be there

waiting again,

for the touch

and the kiss,

to be mine.

Finished on 05-27-2002

The last laugh

2010-10-13T22:08:00.001-03:00

I cry for Peter Pan;

I cry for everyone.

For everyone that wants to fly,

But can’t.

For everyone that longs to hide

From a twisted world.

Never, Neverland is gone.

In puffs of salty smoke.

Peter Pan has gone to play.

And with the Lost Boys

He will stay.

Laugh one last time,

Little boy.

Laugh one last time,

And then go.

Finished on 06-27-2009

Freeflow

2010-10-06T18:26:00.001-03:00

Adjacent to your heart

I sit and wait

For my turn.

Finished on 09-19-2009

The girl who was made of money

2010-09-29T18:50:00.003-03:00

The girl who was made of money

took to the sky for a drive;

she drank all the water from the clouds

and in the end could not come back.

Finished on 08-19-2005

Delphic

2010-09-22T21:07:00.003-03:00

What a weird creature

I am;

crying alone,

fucking around.

Longing for something

I may never have;

dreaming of the future

that was never found.

Finished on 03-26-2006

Haiku #2

2010-09-15T17:12:00.000-03:00

Blue fire comes

from deep in your soul;

lights your eyes.

Finished on 03-07-02

Haiku #1

2010-09-08T17:45:00.000-03:00

Innocence

And strength: that’s your lake.

I’m drowning.

Finished on 03-07-02

New Body

2010-09-01T18:47:00.000-03:00

There’s always something new

In a new body.

There’s always something new.

To discover.

Finished on 12-04-2007

Final stop

2010-08-25T19:15:00.004-03:00

That childish me

Who dreamt of tears,

Of songs,

Of fears,

where has it gone?

Has it just jumped

Into the stream?

Has it let go

Of it’s own dream?

That little me

Who cried alone

Who lost

And won

Where has it gone?

Finished on 09-19-2009

Pagan

2010-08-18T12:05:00.000-03:00

Here I wait

In my altar

Look at your sacrifices

Your faces.

Beat the drum

Blow the pipes

Into a rythmic change

Of ages.

I’ll take a man.

Yes I’ll take it

If you bring it.

But what I want

I need I desire

Is a young girl.

Ripe, tasty,

Filled with red blood

And smelling of passion.

Bring her in

Turn her to me

Give her to the God.

Trust I’ll take her,

Ifigenia,

Before I depart.

Finished on 02-05-2004

Why does the Fox chase the Rabbit?

2010-08-11T15:21:00.001-03:00

Master of Lies,

King of Untruth,

the Fox told

the Rabbit

the following ruse:

“If you want to run,

if you want to hide,

you’d better run fast,

you’d better hide high.

For I’ll follow close,

and then I’ll catch you;

there’s nothing to stop me

since that’s what I do”.

So the Rabbit started,

started running fast.

As fast as the wind,

as fast as the night.

He didn’t get far.

The Fox soon

caught up

and, with teeth smiling,

“You see? I was right”

he said before biting.

Finished on 12-19-2005

Ode to the measure system

2010-08-04T17:25:00.001-03:00

Metrics know nothing

of themselves.

Measure this

or that.

A mile in love.

A gallon in jail.

A pound aborted

last night

somewhere.

People measure,

measure everything.

Miles inches feet;

trust you me

whenever we are one bit short

something else will pop up.

Finished on 02-22-2004

Exposure

2010-07-28T21:56:00.000-03:00

Touch me

somewhere

I think

(I think)

I’ve never been touched

before.

I’ll try

not to

twitch so

(much so)

as you don’t want to

hurt.

Finished on 03-30-2006

Equality

2010-07-21T18:24:00.001-03:00

Break free

Dance away some pain

Little by little it gets

Lovelier every day.

I trust you will

Get inside of me

To claim

The hunger that devours

The sum of all your

Fears.

Hit me as I hit you,

Punch my nose

or break my heart,

Ring the truth,

Coveted lie,

Smile away

And cry tonight.

Finished on 11-25-2007

Desiring my object

2010-07-14T11:13:00.000-03:00

My newly

Activated

Shiny object.

Of lust,

Of greed,

Of doom.

My voice box,

gone forever

Searching for you.

The shoe,

The trust,

The boon.

06-13-2008

A quartet

2010-07-07T16:48:00.000-03:00

Illusion of forever

dripping down my chin

after having a good meal

of your pleasure.

Finished on 02-05-2004

The bond

2010-06-30T11:08:00.000-03:00

A streak of red,

A red strike

Crisscrossing through

My lover’s back.

The mark that we

Share night and day.

The love that binds

Inside the pain.

Finished on 05-30-2010

The life of a rabbit

2010-06-23T10:35:00.003-03:00

Chase something else.

Something that can’t

chase you back.

Eat some vegetables

from my table.

Spurt some juice

when you’re done.

Live your life

down your hole.

Rabbit, I love your

pink flesh.

Every inch and crevice

is a secret place

to play

Hide-and-seek.

Sick of games

your soul ends

up in flames.

Smell your way

into Heaven.

Finished on 07-10-2003

Your lesson

2010-06-16T11:46:00.002-03:00

Did we end?

As far as the cry

goes,

I can’t tell

Heads from

Tails.

Type my name

in the computer of your

brain.

Remember then

that you jump

sideways,

and I straight.

Pick your flower,

it will dry

in this untimely hour.

But you’ll ignore

It.

Like everything else

you’ve been told,

and taught.

And learned.

11-05-2003

What you expect

2010-06-09T14:51:00.002-03:00

Harvest the pain
we share
whenever I bleed
or you cry for help.

The chance has gone
time ago
to retreat to some place
far off.

Give up your delusions
of eternal something.
You won’t get that
from me.
And the longer you try
the more I’ll make you
cry.

Finished on 07-10-2002

Two worlds

2010-06-02T17:53:00.010-03:00

Two hands

in front of my face

touching you,

your innermost

World.

Your pear-shaped world.

Two eyes

to look straight on

through your

ribcage and flaunt

what’s found.

Your apple-shaped world.

Finished on 05-12-2003

Laura and the tyger

2006-05-25T04:21:00.000-03:00

Laura and the tyger live
together
as she thinks they should.

Running wild around mazes
made of love
when you’d think they wouldn’t.

Laura has tried to rein it in
just for me
and the pain I was through;

but the tyger stares and
then I know:
I am gonna be his dinner soon.

Finished on 03/20/2006

Lazarus

2006-05-25T04:20:00.000-03:00

There’s always
Something
To point out
I’m wrong.

I know I am
And yet
I don’t surrender
To the evidence:

I’m dead.

Finished on 10/04/2002

Your train of thought

2006-05-18T21:36:00.000-03:00

The train is leaving the station
and it's the last one at this hour.
You'd better hurry, my flower,
or I'm afraid you'll be stuck here.

This is not a good place to stay
(that's even by my low standards).
If I don't catch it, I'll run,
for I don't wanna be stuck here.

Please don't dream there'll be another
it is the worst of your mistakes.
This is where your heart most aches,
and you don't wanna be stuck here

Earth and heaven, purgatory and more:
the stations this train goes through.
Better leave behind your hope, do;
because now you are just stuck here.

And in which one of the stations
do you think you are standing? Well?
I guess you know already, it's Hell
and you are really, deeply, stuck here.

Finished on 06/18/1998

The rat in the maze

2006-05-18T21:34:00.000-03:00

Cat’s grace,
amazing display of love
for the fall.
Twist turn ride
the moment you choose
to tail the truth
with lies.

Sightseeing
over the whispering
Moon spoon doom
that awaits us all.
Meat on bones,
fingers reaching
inside.

Mountain climb,
no matter what.
Just like
that rat
in your maze.
Lost,
never found,
until you forget.

Finished on 06/05/2002

Snake feelings

2006-05-11T17:25:00.000-03:00

Snake feelings of my broken passion
lately found around your bossom
chancier meeting you’d not see
nothing least likely to be.

Bearings lost so long ago
sucking marrow from your toe,
pardon the pain in this sack
of living blood and breathing bone.

Finished on 05/03/2005

The crying rabbit

2006-05-11T17:18:00.000-03:00

Pity is pain,
some unholy rain
running down your cheek
for shame.

Now’s not then,
never know just when
the game is up; or if
it’s changed.

Take the truth
Stick it in
As down as it’ll go.

As you blink,
clear away the pink
of your rabbit eyes.
Forgive.

Finished on 09/03/2002

Welcome to your life

2006-05-04T12:28:00.000-03:00

Try.
Try hard.
Something’s bound to happen.
Someday.
Something’s gonna break through,
break through the pain,
through the hunger,
through the veil of darkness
that surrounds you.

It will happen.
Be there,
hold on.
Grab on to your faith,
your love,
your self.
Your innermost
Sanctuary.

The night ends;
the day ends;
the good the bad the life
End.
And that’s just how it is.

Finished on 07/10/2002

Killing flower

2006-05-04T12:24:00.000-03:00

Life goes round
oh, yes, it sure does.
Whenever you feel lost,
you'll end up found.

I tried to escape,
so many times I did.
I ended up caught...
I guess it was my fate.

I am like a fly,
atracted to your trap.
The weird thing is I won't
let you pass me by.

Venustrap, my venustrap!
I think I'm gonna fall
and everytime I feel like this
I know you'll always do your part.

Sweet perfume: daisy
white as milk and snow,
red like death and dawn:
sweet death, maybe...

It's rest I want,
for one lil' last time
my wings are tired, yes
but I just can't.

Venustrap, you're venustrap!
You know I'm gonna fall...
For every time you tempt me,
I'll just be glad to do my part!

Finished on 08/ 25/1997

What I am made of

2006-04-27T18:32:00.000-03:00

Temptation
Through my veins
To give me pain
Every time there’s sin at hand.

Lust
In my lungs
So when I breath
Your air I fall again.

Heat
Rust
Pixies dust
Love affair between
Your fine shaped long
Legs

Smell of love
Used up,
Burned out
In my bed.

Finished on 06/08/2002

Dream of tasty food

2006-04-27T18:31:00.000-03:00

Oh, I dream, rabbit.
I dream of you and the tyger
Dancing around
In flames.

Yes, I dream, rabbit.
Of the pleasure I could get.

Why, I dream, rabbit.
Dream of you
and your tender flesh,
dream of everything
you’ve ever met
and of all the holes
you’ve burrowed into.

Don’t cry,
Don’t sink
For
The pain will go,
When you’re well
And done
And roasted
And eaten.

Finished on 05/05/2003

Hunter & prey

2006-04-20T01:03:00.000-03:00

The trouble with tygers is
they bite back.
They moan and they groan,
but at least they try
to capture the prey
that is passing by.

Whenever a rabbit falls
into their trap
their shinning teeth snap;
and broken bone
and broken hearts
it’s all they leave behind.

Finished on 07/08/2005

Play with me

2006-04-20T00:58:00.000-03:00

Call me master when you’re here.
Don’t pretend its otherwise;
or you’ll have to pay the price
of being forever slave.

Do all the things I command you,
and always with tender care.
I’m here to teach you how to be
my beautiful, proper mare.

Pain binds us together.
And once and again,
You’ll come crying to my feet
to be punished for your sins.

It really doesn’t matter then
what we are outside this shell.
I’ll will always be the master here
You’ll forever be the slave.

Finished on 11-27-99

The New World

2006-04-13T00:26:00.000-03:00

Explain it to me
as you would a child.
I’ve not shed my hopes yet,
but soon I will try.

Fingers to guide you
through streets made of flesh;
one smile for your sunset
and you’ll be my death.

What is it you find
so appealing about me?
Is it that I’m helpless?
Or is it I’m finding

My steps every day?
Newborn to this world
I travel around you:
Columbus would.

Finished on 07-23-2002

Away

2006-04-13T00:23:00.000-03:00

So,
I've made up my mind.
I sail out to see
what treasures I find.

Now,
I'm leaving this shore;
I'm going away
to come back no more.

How,
reach out for the things
if we don't believe
that we can be kings?

Then,
my moment is this.
It's about the life
I don't wanna miss.

So,
it is truth or dare.
It's nothing or all.
I know I can bear

pain,
for there's nothing worse
than life without try
and death in remorse.

Finished on 07-20-97

Delightful dish

2006-04-06T08:55:00.000-03:00

A mouth is a
mouth
if it’s ready
to be eaten,
like some unearthly dish
made by a combination
of flesh and soul.

A mouth,
mouth.
Mouth of mine.
Fine line
of desire
and despair.

Tender fountain
waiting to be
drunk.
And then refilled
with the most
unlikely wine.

A mouth
to breath
your life in.
And out again.
Every second
it is close by.

A mouth.
Mouth mouth mouth mouth.
Dripping wet.
Swallowing me
whole. Leaving me
dead.

Finished on 05-13-2002

Smell of shadow

2006-04-06T08:54:00.000-03:00

She’s gone,
but her smell lingers on.
In my dreams
I know she will be
once more.

She said:
“Did you remember my eyes?”,
I thought:
“How could I forget?”;
but just said “Yes”

My shadow,
that’s what she is.
Attached to me,
but when I get close
she flees.

My waiting
Is going to be long,
I´m cursed.
But I just don’t know
if it’s bad or if it’s good,
after all.

Finished on 08-15-99

One word

2006-03-30T15:34:00.000-03:00

It's just one word.
That's all I need;
one word to feed
and warm my blood.

One silent whisper,
a gleaming eye,
that makes me fly
crazy towards her.

You cannot say
I'm not aware:
I can take care,
come what it may.

But there's one thing
I don't control;
I simply fall
into her spell;
and it is, well,
of course, one word
which makes me cry,
and die,
and wait...

forever here,
forever hers,
forever
love

Finished on 08-20-1997

Nightmare Nº 1

2006-03-30T15:32:00.000-03:00

The head is falling,
can't be controlled;
the dream is coming
the trap has sprung.

And filled with nightmares
it's going to be;
running through ashes;
drowning at sea.

Hideous dark faces
when you look back;
you're lost in mazes.
You're out of luck.

The ears are pierced
by a thousand screams;
the air is so thick,
you cannot breathe.

Forever and ever
it will go on;
you feel you're dying...

and the day won't come.

Finished on 08- 31-1997

Charibdis’ missing

2006-03-29T22:49:00.000-03:00

Far away
I hear Scylla singing.
Just for me.
I’ve tried
to cover my ears,
but the beast
keeps reaching in.

Longing for something
I don’t quite see.
For someone
I’ve never kissed.
For a little bit
of church wine
in your tears.

Chinese games,
the soul fades
beyond the sunset.
Tie me up,
pour the wax,
let me pass
Through.

Finished on 07-24-2002

Anthropus Phagia

2006-03-29T22:48:00.000-03:00

Eat me raw.
Unboiled.
While the flesh is still
tender
and young.

The crispy crust that’s
my skin.
Salty, bronzed
by the sun.

Try my innards,
rich, tasty, creamy.
Dreamy boy or girl
that’s devouring me
with unabridged
passion.

Reach the point
where you will know
if you are the consumer
or
the consumed.

Finished on 06-20-2002

Alice in chains

2006-03-29T22:47:00.000-03:00

Hole of pain
of pleasure of dispair.
The sinking feeling I know
comes after tripping,
whenever I cheat myself
about the reasons
my mind works for.

Tyger burning bright,
jumping sideways
over the stream,
Flowing into unknown parts
of the rabbit.

Fill me, rabbit,
teach the meaning of
Pink
to an empty vessel
of imaginery.

Trust you I don’t;
the tooth is green grim
Prima Donna of lust
opening the hole
Of pain
Of pleasure
Of despair
to suck me in
once more.

Finished on 07-18-2002

A matter of shapes

2006-03-29T22:46:00.000-03:00

Sit and think.
And sing
of the lovely world
it’s been offered me.

Now, you know,
the shape matters
So.

Blink and pit
your fear
against the backdrop
of a lovely mound

made of flesh.
Like none of the rest
the best
that tests
the trembling lips
of your evanescent
Innocence.

Finished on 05-12-2003

Feline meaning

2006-03-29T22:44:00.000-03:00

Kitty kitten pussycat,
clawing at my leg,
show the smile
of your bare teeth.
And then lick my hand.

Finished on 03-08-2004

Shadow play

2006-03-29T22:42:00.000-03:00

Lying in my bed at night,
I keep staring at the ceiling
and wild images keep bringing
thoughts of the strangest places.

There it goes a savage beast,
born in the Garden of Eden;
it keeps thinking and believing
its Maker feels sorry for it.

But whatever its destiny is,
it has freedom, it has choice;
it has a heart and a strong voice
that help it through the long journey...

With the corner of my eye
I barely see a smiling devil
it is waiting, smart and clever,
to make the right proposition.

For the fate of the strange creature
is to sin now and tomorrow;
and feel pity, pain and sorrow
for the wrong path it has taken.

And there's no salvation at hand
not a single thing we can do:
'cos were the beasts, me and you,
and we're condemned to suffer.

In my ceiling all is straight, now.
I can safely go to sleep, now.
I only wish I had dreamed of
these dreadful things I have foretold.

But it's not like it: they are true.
And we're the beasts, me and you
forever and ever condemned to hunger
and shunned out of the Garden wander.

Finished on 08-25-1997

The endless army

2006-03-29T22:40:00.000-03:00

I feel them walking on my head,
back and forth, now and then;
countless columns and rows,
again and again.
Now I see just how they are,
tall and dark, cold like stone,
taking their time to go 'round,
again and again.
And I hear them whisperin' low,
word by word; and that's the curse:
silent voices; my head bursts,
again and again.
How I wish that I could say:
"never more", just like the Crow;
but I fear I barely know
my own depths, my silent winds,
my lost faith, my tears and dreams
that keep coming like that curse;
the evil spell cast upon me
by your fading voice alone.

So I know this time for sure
they'll keep fullfilling my bane:
they are coming after me.
Again and again and again.

Finished on 08- 25-1997

The Void

2006-03-29T22:39:00.000-03:00

Have you ever looked at it?
The long and endless void?
That's where I am standing now:
naked, wasted, with no God.
It is a cold and lonesome place,
filled with wind and darkness;
one step beyond this cliff
it's where lies The Madness.
The demons who roam around
are not devils from before;
tables have turned, time ago:
it's us humans they adore.
They are Fear, Distrust and Hate
and their sibling Jealousy;
theirs's a magic I don't want,
their powers are not for me.

I've decided to walk the edge
never mind what lies below.
I prefer to trust my feet,
than having to take a bow
to something that doesn't be;
something we're not even sure
if exists outside our minds
or only in our feverish dreams.

But if I believed in one thing
only one thing, small and sweet,
that would help me go my way,
and save, warm and protect me:
it's my Love, for you to keep
and yours for me, just to make it.

Finished on 08-12-1997

Friendly baloon

2006-03-29T22:37:00.000-03:00

Baloon,
oh red baloon,
let me grab your tail
and take me to the moon.

Fly high,
setting me free,
and put me gently down
in a place where I can be.

Baloon
good old baloon;
that way I'd leave behind
my misery and my doom.

Baloon,
yes, my baloon,
I love the way your name
sounds;
it's good;
just makes me think of ups
and downs...
and going through.

Baloon,
the last baloon;
you know it's swell
to have at hand
a trusty friend
like you.

Finished on 08-31-1997

A painting

2006-03-29T22:29:00.000-03:00

Frozen but alive.
Dead but breathing inside.
Longing for the better days
of laughter in the sun.

Unexplainable word
comes to the tip
of a tongue
not used anymore
to be overworked.

Changing but the same.
Different but away.
Missing the good old days
of laughter in the sun.

Finished on 08-15-2003